At the end of this day, I sat there just saying, “There has to be a better way!” So I decided that it was time to do what I was best at, problem solving.
Before I made the final decision to leave, I tried to come up with ways to make it better. So here is what I did
The true debate in the country right now…. Do you start decorating for Christmas before or after Thanksgiving? Now I am not a person who decorates often. It’s not because I don’t love to decorate….. I fucking live for that shit!
I quit my job without a back up plan. When I say back up plan I mean, another job or even idea of what I want to do. I don’t got it! I had no idea of what the next step is, I just knew that it was time for me to leave my current job.
For me to go out and stand in line or pay an extreme amount of money for breakfast foods it needs to be worth it. One of my closest friends, V, wanted to go day drinking and after the weeks we had it seemed like a fantastic idea. So when she suggested we go out to brunch, and made the reservation I didn’t argue.
There has been a lot of gloom in my life lately. It's been crappy! But while on a spending spree in Target, I bought a book called, 52 Lists for Happiness. I figured if I could write down things that made me happy or maybe figure out what isn't making me happy I could get things back in the groove.
March 2nd, April 27th, and May 1st, dates that will be engraved into my brain until the day that I die. Days that my life changed, days that the walls around me came crashing down. That's why I haven't been here, that's why I haven't been writing online. I have written a bit in my daily life to try and figure things out.